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"in my last brink of hope,
God came. miraclesbegan. (
to read further of the miracles,you'll have to read my Artist Crisis.)
just to show me. to understand.and i believed.
and i started reading again.studied about the miracles.
science came in.philosophy came in. everything came in.
and i finally understand why the fork hasto be stucked.
and this is what 30day artist is about.-chinyew"

chin yew wrote this at the end of his first stint as 30day artist.