just what if,
there is no God?
just stagnant.
what if the idea of God,
is merely just an idea of hope for you
to live through tomorrow? and tomorrow.
and what if, you realized that scheme,
then what?
what if all through yr silent prayers,
and you hear no answers that other people
claims to hear when they pray?
what if merely coincidence doesn't interest you
anymore?
what if once thought spiritual experience are
infact not very spiritually?
what if the drugs don't work anymore?
what if everyone suddenly just dislikes
you for the way you think so negatively?
despise it all, what if there is no
such thing as a better tomorrow?
what if you die before you get to turn
the bad cards away?
what if you die before you get to forgive
everyone that you loved and had hurt you deeply?
what if you just can't forgive? yourself?
and just what if, despise every little
single thing you do that you think would help
yourself just doesn't?
and what if meeting someone new is not fun anymore?
and what if all yr friends just don't give a shit
about what you think and feel anymore?
what if yr parents are gone, the only last true
beings who loved you and cared for you?
what if there is just not one single fuckin thing
you could do about your fuckin messed up life
due to wrong decisions?
what if yr life, is just it? nothing more. nothing less.
and what if, the "One" day never comes,
and you just die?
-chinyew
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truth or lie, 2 words that merely represent what you believe .
between 1 what if and another, there's allot of stuff you can do, i guess those are the things that can take you away form what ifs....
We should all learn to live like it is our last year on earth .
well, i think if its the last year
for me, i'll still be stuck.
with nothing that i could do.
-chinyew
I think a lot of people fool themselves into believing they have no power.
i have no power.
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