Day 17

its a beautiful scene
seeing 3-4 year old kids
running around the grass
happily while gazing stars.

found a flyer.
there will be a talk for young art makers
from establish artist, gallery owners and
art buyers on the 27th. hooray!
definitely gotto go.

anyway, some artist thought:

i'm fear of the paintings hanging
on my wall.
i feel paranoid that they will
jump out and attack me.
so many new strangers in my room.
they are mine. yet not.
they feel like they have life of
their own.

does the painting shape my post?
or the post shape my painting?
or the haiku shape the paintings?
or my life shape the paintings?
or my life shape the post?
or the haiku shape my life?

am i behaving my age?
am i child-like?
am i living the right dream?

what am i gonna do after
i'm done with the 40 paintings?
anyone gonna buy it?
or forever hang in my wall?

will i able to find a job?
will i ever become a filmmaker?

doin it for the love or doin it for the cater?
balance. got to balance.
work need soul. yet it needs to please.

too many channels. too many shows.
too many titles. too many movies.

too little time.

too many talented people.

too many thoughts.

-end of thoughts-

and for today's painting:



and the dude is still there?



and i thought some merchandise of
the wallpaper series:



any interested investor out there?
or maybe some shoes? pajamas maybe?
or just duplicate them and make them
really into wallpaper. woo.. i can imagine
how cool any walls would look with those
angels and devils flying around hehe.

meanwhile, knock yrself out with these
electronic wallpaper for yr desktop.
just right click on anyone of them,
select "Set as Background". enjoy!






till tomorrow.

-chinyew