Day 19

whoa. gonna be end of the month
soon.

some artist thoughts:

i love "love". doesn't love make
you do crazy/stupid things.
even selfish things. or subconscious things.
feelings that you thought was, but not was.
yet it was, then it wasn't. then maybe
its not. or perhaps a yes.

love. love. when you are in
the realms of it, you get lost.

lost. lost? who?

for a thing to know that nothing
matters. just some scapes of memories.
soon forgotten.

nothing matters.

nothing really matters.

just a thought.

a very-very tiny thought.

which soon to be forgotten.

to be.

-end of thoughts-

words has limitation if anyone
of you haven't notice. pointless words.
forever? for in the terms of ever.

"i love you forever"?

does it all actually make sense to you?
its like saying "for" for ever..
"foooooooooooooooooooooooorrr......"
and for?

or maybe just..

"i try to love you forever."

now, that's more sincere.

cause nothing is forever.

eventually everything goes to dust.
we all die-fade. love dies.
everything, dies.

never once think that it was
or it'll ever be.

i know, cause this is gonna end soon.

gawd, day 19!!!

and here are the paintings:





forever?

sigh. how i wish it was.

heh.

-chinyew



p/s: its almost painful to realize/know this fact in life.
and it creates fear of where you are even standing right now.
"even empires fall."