Day 120: Hard

Had an early meeting today.
Another editing job.

Then went to the studio to paint.
Yep, haven't been painting for a long time.
Worked on 2!

Then caught a movie with studio mates.

Came back, had some wine. We gave equally
effort opening the wine because we didn't
had a wine opener.

It was memorable.

Then we talked about 'getting out'.

From our comfort zone, and getting
out from our country,

That our country's art industry is not
big enough to feed us.

Thoughts of closing down the studio,
since one member has already pulled
out, which is a big burden to us.
Another person's rent to split between
3 of us. Especially when I'm heading
out to Jakarta next year.

Sigh-well.

Anyway, got into a heated and sensitive
conversation for awhile 'bout a good
friend who had passed away.

Conclusion, if you want to get out,
get out. No excuses, or no holding back.
Not even when people discourage you to.
And don't ever discourage anyone who does.

Cause getting out, might be the best thing for them.
Or not, but it doesn't matter. As long we have tried.

Ended back home, semi-tipsy at 7am.

Good night friends... (or morning, wish I'm in London now..)

-chinyew