Day 35: Buried.

I always get myself into shit.
Involved with the wrong people.
Like I'm subconsciously enjoy
digging myself a hole and falls
into it. Worse, I'll let myself
get buried.

Only when I no longer could take it,
I'll struggle to dig myself out.

Like I enjoy being buried and the
experience of digging out.

I shouldn't have checked.
I shouldn't have seen.

But at least now I know it's serious.
Now I know I have to stay away.

So many people saw it even before I did.
Was too blinded. Now I'm stuck. Buried.

Today starts the digging out.

This is for you:



-chinyew