ok, i lied.
i want attention.
i'm getting none.
of all the hard effort that
i've put in.
none.
but as Tom Mooney quoted on Day 12
"Sometimes what I want just doesn't come,
But that's the struggle; to know what I want."
Tom is many-many things.
he does digital work for film, commercials,
music video. during his run, he was in
a progress of making a game.
and most important of all,
he teaches art in Korea.
now, you can choose not to listen to me,
but from an official lecturer from Korea,
his advise is best to take.
his after all a teacher.
they say,
it's when you teach,
you actually learn the lesson.
i struggle and struggle to figure
how my graphic novel story is gonna
come out. day by day, i'm always
in deep thought. thinking. plotting.
dinner time. toilet time. working time.
discussion time. oohhh, discussion,
don't tell my boss, i'm always drifting
away into deep space.
but i could pull out faces.
"yes,umm..good....yes....i see."
a balance has to be there.
i seem to be giving too much here.
will try not to think too much
tomorrow.
but,
i have to know what i really want.
i want to do art. i want to tell stories.
i want the force to take over me for the
quality. and i for the quantity.
i want. i want.
-chinyew
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